The past 7 months have been so rough for me. I went through heartbreaks and emotional breakdowns, I met new people and watched them as they come and go, I made wrong choices and decisions. I must say, I've been through a whole lot of everything in the past 7 months. At some point, I did feel like giving up. But thanks to those who stick with me through my ups and downs, I finally make it till now. Here I am, standing. Still.
Betul lah kata orang. At the end of the day, those who really matters, they stay. You can't just count on everybody. People make mistakes, and all we have to learn is to forgive and forget. Well maybe not to forget la, because somehow, those things are for our future references jugak kan.
Things I've been through these past 7 months, they made me realize on how immature i was back then. Or maybe still is, now. But somehow, I'm growing up. And I'm doing just fine.
After all these time, all i seemed to blame is fate. I didn't get to do this, I didn't get to do that.. The thing is, i never did try good enough. I never put the best effort in everything I was doing back then. Now I know, part of achieving something you want is to give it all it takes. And to ask from Him, The One and Only. Not from others.
I spend most of the time being alone these days. Somehow it makes me do a lot of thinking. A lot of reading. A lot of listening to my own thoughts. A lot of understanding who am I really is. What do I really want in life. A whole lot of new things. Things I never had discover before.
Perubahan itu, benar. Perlukan masa dan kesabaran.
And yes this is me, with my whole new perspective of life. Salam Maal Hijrah. :)
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