This is life, and I'm okay with it.

I still have you in my thoughts every once in a while. But things are way better now, though. I am, getting better.

As I'm typing down this post, all I seem to feel is; Nothing.

I never expect I could go this far without you. When everything ended between us, I lost myself. I've been through so many new things since then. With all the feelings and emotions, I don't really remember how that happened, but yeah. I remember how i used to have butterflies in my stomach every time i write about you. Somehow, it stopped. The feelings just fade away.

I know you're happy with your life now. With your new girl and everything going on with your life. Good for you, then. Maybe that's what you'll never get if we're still together.

Now that people think I'm still not over you. Well, let them make assumptions. I won't bother. People might not know the truth, they never will. But you and I, we do. Perhaps you would still remember the things you've said to me. The promises you've made.

We might never be friends anymore. Well I, decided for us not to be. Maybe because we didn't even start as a friend. We were strangers. And now we're back to being strangers again. But the truth is, I never see you as friend. You're always something more.

Regardless of everything that has happened, I never regret anything. You're once in my life, and you taught me so many things already. Now I know, the worst part of being loved by someone is that they may just stop anytime. And I thank you for that. Because that's just how life works, I guess.

I made mistakes, and I've learnt my lesson.

Now, I choose not to look back. I know I'll pass this phase. And I'll meet someone new. Somehow, sooner or later. Life goes on.